In middle school, I had the biggest crush on this kid named Sawyer Vincent, but he paid no attention to me. I was a late bloomer, and guys didn't really like me until high school. Sawyer and I started dating when at the very beginning of our junior year. He was the first and only relationship I have had where Ive said I love you. I always thought this was just puppy love, and that this would go away rather soon, but I was wrong. My love for this kid has stayed strong for three years. Sawyer broke up with me our senior year, and we didn't date again until he was leaving for bootcamp. He wanted me to wait for him, and I wanted to be with him so badly. I went to every graduation Sawyer had and I went to Georgia anytime I could. Long story short, Sawyer reverted back to his old ways, which was texting girls he use to "hook up" with. Countless times I caught Sawyer up to no good this past year, and I just looked the other way. That is how bad I wanted us to work. He flew me to Washington in June, a month before he was going to deploy, and asked me to be his girlfriend. Of course I said yes.
With him deployed, he completely changed. He hardly would talk to me, and would talk to his friends before me. I couldn't handle it. I wasn't happy. I did the inevitable,and I ended it with him. For once, I broke up with Sawyer.
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