Mom

Im sitting here, takSing this in. When strangers see this picture, what do they think? Oh she looks just like her mother, they look happy, they look close. Almost every time somebody sees a picture of my mother and I, the reaction we get is of how much we look a like. Although I resemble my mother, she is everything I do not want to be.
Sometime after the divorce my mother changed, and not for the better. No, she did not become some alcoholic, druggy mother. She just lost sight of who she was, and stopped being a parent. I can't be around my mom for a long period of time, because we just end up having a little spat about something. She feels as though I hate her, and likes to play the victim card a lot. She thinks Im a very cold individual because I don't hug her, give her a kiss, or tell her I love her. My mom has to ask me to say or do those things, and only sometimes do I actually do it. Sad right?
When I look at my mother, I feel a lot of anger towards her, and I just want to so badly explode at her. I do love my mother, but Im just very closed off with emotions.